death and all his friends

I am not okay.
I feel completely alone, neglected and rejected.
My facts have become uncertainties. The things I valued, have become trivialities.
My dreams are far from coming true. My nightmares have materialised.
The ones I love have let me down. The ones who love me are being hurt.
I have done nothing wrong, and yet I am a helpless bystander in my own life.
I walk on the streets waiting for the ground to swallow me whole, but it doesn’t and so I must go on walking. For now, that is all I can do.


6 thoughts on “death and all his friends

  1. Hi, I dont know what is wrong either, but if it stems from the preparations for your cross-cultural wedding, please take hope that things will turn out alright in the end. I speak from experience.

  2. I came looking for an interesting and colorful post on your cancun trip and I see this!! With a hand on heart, tell yourself all izz well – aamir style! It will all be alright! Or mabbe this will…You are my hero, for introducing me to, it is my latest fav thing to do! Ordered a pair of boots and cute 4.5" stilletos they should be here today!! Yayy!! Love ya gal! and lotsa hugs! -G

  3. Hey.. sorry you're feeling down. Hope you feel better soon..BTW, turns out he's married. I am still hopelessly in love with him. It feels like someone tore up my insides.-girl in boots

  4. silvara – thanks babeanon – you're very perceptive..pray for meanon – 4.5 inches? my god that's high!the girl who ate everything – thanksgirl in boots – sorry to hear that.. sigh.. love is a terrible terrible disease-Jups.

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